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2003-10-09T02:26:39Z

I aint gonna use this journal anymore. Tellin you peeps now so you wont be suprised when its deleted. My new name be Oprego, link o roma. Check it.

Ha Ha Ha

2003-09-28T02:41:01Z

Oh Man.

2003-09-28T02:08:27Z

I did my homework today. Thats crazy. I still have that Haponese project to do... Man. Im so bored.

Oh and I got grounded for yet another week for going to practice.
My mom swears she didnt know I had practice on friday. WTF? She takes me everyweek.

Crazy.

YAY~!

2003-09-25T14:39:11Z

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Youve gotta be kidding me.

2003-09-19T01:11:33Z

Today was weird. Nothing happened! Uh wait Im lying.
Eric did something to his car, I dunno, fucked his front bumper of some sort. Its just kinda weird knowing hes pissed off about a car. Its a car. Id be mad, but...thats all. I really dont want to speak of it. Its stupid. Anyway! On a more serious note, ive been thinking about me and eric. Its just weird, I feel like im always botherin him, and Im no doing all the partner type things I should. Or im not helping him in any way ever. I feel like, Im just there, arm candy if you will. I dont think thats the way he thinks of me, I mean i have many people telling me other wise, but I just cant seem to confinice myself. October is going to be the weirdest month ever. Go!

~~October 3= Radiohead Concert~~ Cant go.
October 3-5 = NSPI (replacing concert >_<)
October 14= Eric Birthday
October 25= Districs and Homecoming (how does she do it! will be wearing a suit.^_^)
AND THIS ALL COSTS MONEY! GIVE ME SOME.

AHHH!!!

2003-09-11T14:02:48Z

WERE ALL GONNA DIE!!!

Heh.

2003-09-07T02:27:05Z

(Link) - Just like the one we've got...cept better. If I had that money, Id be all over this car. ;_;
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(Link V3)

Im thinking about selling my bass. Its just collecting dust. I dont really play it anymore. I'm think 200 bucks. Bass ( Ibanez SGR 100, Black), Stand, Cases(hard and soft), 20 watt amp(Hartke), coard, and strap. Its like buying a starter kit, but higher quaity bass. I think that resonable, seeing at how I paid about 200 for the bass and case alone. Know anyone who might be intrested tell me, cause god knows I could use the cash.

Sweet.

2003-09-03T23:01:16Z

ARGH! Stupid Swimming.

That is all.

Baa Humpbug.

2003-09-03T00:31:12Z

Heh. Hump...I got my shirt!!! Yay!! Its so sexy. I will be gettin more later...when I have money. ugh. Its final, Im going to homecoming with Eric. Though it sucks! I hate parties and he knows it...but Im doin it for him. Turns out I gotta go to Prom too, bwaaa!! I will kill you all. Damn responsibilites as a girlfriend. Oh well...

And I had someother important things to say, but I have forgoten. Baa Humpbug. Stupid Bus. Kill her...

Dwell Dwell Dwell

2003-09-01T06:05:26Z

I got Eric grounded. Fuck, I didnt mean too...;_; Hes probably pissed at me.
Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

w00t.

2003-09-01T02:17:41Z

Thats the second day Eric has slept over. Awesome. I love him. Oui Oui. Love love love.
Its kinda werid how we've slept together, but havent. Catch my drift?
Love love love.
Eric says Dunkin Donuts Begals and Cremchees are cream your pants good. I disagree. I say stick with the plan, donuts are the way.

But whatever.

I have nothing to do tomorrow, who wants to do something. Labor Day blows. Dammit...I think I have practice.

Wine Time~

2003-08-29T15:07:38Z

Practice on Saturday. Saturday of all days, why dammit?

Anyway...I have no school today, I love Pompano. Were like the only school with fridays off this year. Only cause we got the 'A'
status baby. Gotta love it.

Brittney and Lou are gonna be one yearin soon. Im so proud of my rabbit!!

Rorw.

2003-08-28T01:14:42Z

OMG! I am never riding that damn bus home AGAIN! My bus is three to every seat. I mean, every damn seat. Thats over 70 students. Am I the only one that thinks thats overcrowed. No..? Did fucking think so!! Pissh. I threw with that shit. Id rather go to swim practice and walk home then ride that thing again..
I love web design. I love it!! I'm serious, I will be a damn web designer. You wait an see, you'll be beggin me to make your sites, BEGGING!!!

yay. School

2003-08-26T03:16:47Z

Today was alright. I mean its first day...anyway, all the freshmen are so tiny! OMG! I know I didnt look like that. Everyones the same...probably always will be. Oh well. Eric took me to my physical today, and then we went to Miami Subs. Which was just weird. I had a cookie. Damn good cookie...then we came back to my house, and he helped me with my English homework. Cause I suck at Vocabulary...I mean really suck...then we cuddeled and stuff...good times. We fooled around, then he had to go home, this was like 9-10 p.m. and we were just talking and...he looked so cute, and was just looking at him..and said to myself, "I love this man..."

Dammit.

2003-08-24T17:26:51Z

I cant get my email, or my DA account...

;_;

Fuck.

2003-08-24T05:30:22Z

Today was such a good day. I visted brittney, which was cool, cause she had this creepy video, with tornados.
But then me an Eric left. And it just went downhill...
We went to some park, and made out, but I dunno what happened, but It just went wrong...I still feel It isnt "okay" but theres nothing more I could say..I was to buzy crying. God I feel worthless.

Dreams...?

2003-08-22T05:21:19Z

I dont want to sleep...I dont know why but when I came to Missiouri Ive had weird dreams.
I mean...there scary, I have not clue whats going on most of the time, usually Im running, or someones hold me. I can never see what Im running from, or whos stoping me..I hate it. Its very bothersome. I makes me not want to sleep...its just..im scared.

One Day.

2003-08-21T21:14:30Z

I went to the dermitalogist today. Hes suppoed to get rid of my scars, but I didnt want to. Then I found out that "Oh, we shoot you with this crap alot in hopes that it works."

WTF!?!

You mean im getting these painful shots(I hate all forms of shots), theres a chance that all this would be in Vain. I wanted to scream fuck you and leave, but my mom was stading in the door way. Shes the one who wants to do this...anyway...they itch now. Weird.

I gotta pack! Woohoo! Im going home, Im going home. ::dances::

Bull.

2003-08-19T05:21:54Z

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Gwad.

2003-08-18T03:32:35Z

My sisters pregnant.

Im sorry, but what a goddamn whore. I just dont want to talk to her anymore...now I dont talk to either of my sisters...jesus, my family! What the hell is wrong with us...

My parents arent to happy, obviously. My dad went into his room when he found out. Im pretty sure he cried. Godammit. Just when we all started to get along just a little bit better.

I hate them...hate...

On a lighter note. This is totally awesome. And I will have one. I will dammit. www.n-gage.com

Hm Hm Hm.

2003-08-17T18:44:10Z

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2003-08-16T22:45:16Z

I went to this State Park Today. it was intresting. We went swimming in the river, mucho fun.
Sigh sigh sigh!!! Only six days untill I get to go the fuck home!!! Yatta! And Eric is picking me up from the airport. What a sweetheart. Now lets see if I get to drive! mwhaha...

Dammit.
Everytime I think about going home, and I get happy, I think about how three fucking days later I have to go to school. And this year I have to buckle down and study. I got FCAT, which I really could give a shit less about, that test is cake. what worries me is SAT's. Those really matter...oii, I hope I do good this year. Then that means I get to spend Jr. year in Japan! How cool is that. Awesomely cool. This years gonna be good. I know lots of Seniors, and Jr.'s so I aint a punky freshmen anymore. hehe.

Oh! What bullshit is this!!! Eric's running for Homecoming King, and expects me to go to homecoming...Blah...I hate parties...I went last year and it blew. I mean mojor ass.

I wanna be made.

Kill You.

2003-08-15T07:44:00Z

LAYER ONE: On The Outside...
Name: Anju Gonzalez
Birthdate: May 27
Birthplace: Houstan, TX ( YEEE HAWWW MOTHERFUCKERS!!!)
Current Location: Sunrise , FL , USA
Eye Color: Dark Dark Brown, so dark they look black. I feel their evil. Highly.
Hair Color: Brown.
Height: 5"6'
Righty or Lefty: Lefty Bitches
Zodiac Sign: Gemini

LAYER TWO: On The Inside...
Your heritage: Puerto Rican, Burmudian (English).
Shoes you wore today: Adios
Your weakness: Flattery
Your fears: Pain
Your perfect pizza: Extra Chesse

LAYER THREE: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow...
Your most overused phrase on AIM: I AM SUPERIOR!
Your thoughts first waking up: Goddamit.
Your best physical feature: My very sexy, flat stomach.
Your bedtime: When ever I actually sleep.
Your most missed memory: None.

LAYER FOUR: Your Pick...
Pepsi or Coke: Diet Coke! (it taste better.)
McDonalds or Burger King: Its All Disgusting.
Single or group dates: And Or.
Adidas or Nike: Globes
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Orange Soda.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: I hate both.

LAYER FIVE: Do You?
Smoke: My lungs suck as is.
Cuss: fuck that shit. I cuss as much as I damn well please.
Sing: No.
Take a shower everyday: Everyother day. Its fun.
Have a crush(es): fuck you.
Do you think you've been in love: Emotions suck
Want to go to college: Sure dont, but gonna.
Like high school: The best year of my live was 8th grade.
Want to get married: no, but probably will.
Believe in yourself: no.
Get motion sickness: used to.
Think you're attractive: sure.
Think you're a health freak: spork you.
Get along with your parents: As much as I try not to.
Like thunderstorms: of course
Play an instrument: I try.

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
Drank alcohol: no.
Smoked: fuck no.
Done a drug: no
Made Out: sadly, no.
Gone on a date: sure havent.
Gone to the mall?: actually no...
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No.
Eaten sushi: I wish.
Been on stage: No, wench.
Been dumped: Ive never been dumped.
Gone skating: hell no. That for mo's. ( j/k :3)
Made homemade cookies: homemade my ass.
Gone skinny dipping: no.
Dyed your hair: Never.
Stolen anything: no.

LAYER SEVEN: Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: never.
If so, was it mixed company: n/a
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no. (why do I get the feeling im missing out on life?)
Been caught "doing something": no.
Been called a tease: no.
Gotten beaten up: no, they know better.
Shoplifted: yeah.
Changed who you were to fit in: Screw That. To much work.

LAYER EIGHT: Getting Older...
Age you hope to be married: before 40.
Numbers and Names of Children: I hate kids.
Describe your dream wedding: Elaborte Garden.
How do you want to die: Wheightless, Drowning
Where you want to go to college: Some where up north.
What do you want to be when you grow up: Some form of Graphic Designer
What country would you most like to visit: Germany

LAYER NINE: In a Guy
Best eye color?: Green
Best hair color?: Brown or Black
Short or long hair: Either Or
Height: Taller than me
Best articles of clothing: Jeans.
Best first date location: Wherever

LAYER TEN: In The Numbers...
Number of drugs taken illegally: NONE!!
Number of people I could trust with my life: None.
Number of CDs that I own: To many.
Number of piercings: 2
Number of tattoos: Cant.
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: Once or Twice..
Number of scars on my body: To many to count.
Number of things in my past that I regret: Everything.

Sigh.

2003-08-15T02:13:48Z

God Im losing my mind here. I cant foucus on anything. All Im thinking about is next friday, I get to go home. I get to see Eric again. And Brittney. I wanna she her too...And...I just. I wanna cry.

I just want to cry...why wont you let me cry...

Snort.

2003-08-13T15:01:20Z

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Damn. I would probably say that...

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Exactly How I dont want to die.

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